Update for 12-29-06

It has certainly been a long time since we "blogged". This is a great time of the year but also a busy and hectic one. We were very blessed to have all with us for Christmas except Michael's family who were in CA. We had our Christmas on the 23rd as Kirk (Cassie's husband) who is a minister, had to work on Christmas eve when we often get together. We had a wonderful day with a great meal and opening the presents. I cooked the usual Beef Wellington for those who were not doing vegan. Christmas eve which was Sunday, we had two church services. One at 9:30 (the usual one) and a Christmas service at 6:00 p.m. Kevin and I sang O Holy Night together at the evening service. On Christmas day we all went over to Cassie's who served some special appetizers and a great meal. We had a great time and it was nice to be at her home.

As for many of you, Christmas is a very special time for our family. When I was diagnosed on July 26th, I wondered if I would even be here this Christmas. I was not only here, I had a couple of days where I felt really great. The last few days I have not felt that well but overall good. Just a queasy stomach. We are starting to get geared up to go to Bonaire ( a small island in the southern Carribean near Aruba). We will leave on January 9th and are planning on returning on April 11th. Bonaire is a very laid-back island with no traffic lights and only 11,000 people. World class scuba diving which is why we go there. We have many friends who live on the island and more that we have met who vacation there while we are there.

We will have a pretty quiet New Year's Eve at the neighbor's and like many, I will probably spend much of New Years Day watching football. We wish you a healthy and joyous New Year!

Joe

Update for 12-27-06

I'm Back to the computer after a week off.
As Joe wrote, my surgery went well and no cancer so we can close that page. We had a wondeful Christmas long weekend with all the kids here except Mike and his family who were in San Diego visiting Heidi's Mom and her sibs. We celebrated Christmas the first time on the 23rd with our traditional beef wellington as the main course except for those of us vegans who weren't taking a free day. We had wonderful barley lentil stew. We opened gifts that night. On Christmas Eve we had two services at church. One in the morning and one in the evening. At the evening one, Joe sang "O Holy Night" with our son Kevin and we tried to videotape it but one of the mikes was not on so we retaped it at home later that evening. Our son-in-law Kirk, our computer guru, will put it on the blog when he has time. They did a great job. The little grandchildren got to hear Joe sing for the first time in church because children aren't usually allowed in our clubhouse where our church meets, but they gave special permission for Christmas service. That evening, Joe told stories of his childhood and it was amazing the kids had never heard some of them. Christmas day we went to our daughter Cassie's and had Lasagna. She stretched out her table to fit 12 of us and it was lovely. Kevin took Karen to the airport at 4 and we stayed and watched home movies of the Moore kids when they were little. Although Joe fell asleep for part of it, it was a lot of fun. Joe felt really well through the whole holiday although he had some quezziness again yesterday but he shared that he never expected to be here at Christmas when he got the diagnosis last July and he sure didn't expect to be feeling this well. We feel truly blessed with how prayers are working and that God has allowed us this time together as a family to share with them and special friends just how important they are to us. A pass it on saying I bought this Christmas is When God is all you have, God is all you need. We again thank all of you who so faithfully pray for Joe and for the family. We are doing well and are looking forward to leaving for Bonaire on the 9th of January for three months. Our friends from Holland, Henk and Wilma, and our friends from Germany, Roland and Renata surprised us with calls at Christmas. Thanks guys. You can't imagine how special that made Joe feel. May you all just take it easy these last few days of the year and reflect on all God has given you to be thankful for. We sure have. God Bless Take care Mary Anne

Update for 12-21-06

Mary Anne is doing very well today with a little sore throat from the anesthesia. Her surgeon came in this afternoon and said that the results had come back from pathology regarding the tissue from her thyroid. The abnormal cells were benign. No Cancer. Praise God! I will be bringing her home this afternoon and it will be my turn to wait on her for a while....she deserves it.

Thank you all for your well-wishes and your prayers!

Update for 12-20-06

Mary Anne had her thryoid surgery yesterday and and the Doctor said that it went very well. He did not think it had spread even if it was malignant. He did not have to remove the entire thyroid which is good. I believe that she will come home tomorrow. Mary Anne is feeling pretty good and is not a complainer at all. She is a rock as you who are following this regularly already have figured out. I can't imagine what I would do without her.

Things seem very rushed around here what with coming back from Palm Desert and all the mail and the things that need to be done prior to Christmas. We will all get together to celebrate Christmas on the 23rd as Kirk as a minister has to work on Christmas Eve. We will have a special service on Christmas Eve where Cassie, Karen and I will sing and Kevin will play the guitar.

This is such a special time of the year as we celebrate the birth of the Christ Child. My Christmas wish for you is that the peace and joy of this season will be with you at Christmas and throughout the coming year.

Love ya.....Joe

Update for 12-16-06

Well, today is Saturday - one week before Christmas Eve. We are in Palm Desert until tomorrow and we have had a wonderful trip. We've had some relaxing days and some go-go days, but it seems just the right amount of each. Earl and Pat have been with us this week and we have had a great time playing hand and foot (a card game). Unfortunately, the men have soared ahead of us in games won. Last night our daughter Karen and her friend Kelli arrived. They will be with us for the weekend. Kelli was Karen's roommate when they went to Russia as missionaries. It's great (as always) to see Kelli again.
More good news - our grandson Matthew just got the lead in the musical at his middle school. Also it is official now that Kirk, Cassie's husband will be the new pastor at his own church in Somonauk, IL starting in February. This will necessitate a move for them down the road but not right now. We are happy for them and pray for success in this new mission.
I believe we can pray for anything that would be pleasing to God so we are praying for Cassie's dog Molly who may need surgery because of something that may be lodged in her nasal passage. She is only 2 and a very sweet dog.
Back to Joe ( I tend to digress), he is back to his ordinary queasiness after two days of feeling normal but he is not any worse. It doesn't stop him from doing anything and he has been enjoying reading books out here rather than watching television. He is into James Patterson. I just finished reading 90 Minutes in Heaven, a true story written by a pastor who was in a terrible accident. A good read and I thank my high school friend Mary Ann McCollough for giving it to us on this trip. I read it to Joe for several hours as we drove from Arizona to California. What a beautiful vision of heaven he had. We continue to hear of more people who are praying and we are coming up on 5 months since diagnosis and we know the prayers are being heard. Thanks you so much. We watched a tape Earl brought with him yesterday and it had a part in it that Jesus was in the garden asking God to let this cup pass from him but if it was not in God's will then so be it. I realized that that is our prayer for Joe.
Life will get hectic when we get home tomorrow with my surgery Tuesday. I will be in the hospital until Thursday. If it takes us awhile to get back on the blog, please have a beautiful Christmas with lots of family memories and Christmas songs and cherish the time you get to spend with friends and relatives. Our spirits are filled up each day with the grace from your prayers.
God Bless,
Mary Anne

Update for 12-12-06

Great news!
I've felt great the last two days -- better than I have in 14 months!
Friday night we were at our daughter, Karen's house. She gathered her pastor, Mike and his wife Darcy together with about 15 friends and they prayed over MaryAnne and me. After that we went out dancing -- and learned the fox trot!
We played golf today in beautiful weather and plan to do that again on Thursday. (What a wonderful game golf is!)
We ask that you keep the prayers flowing. We are very thankful for the last few days of feeling so good!
Joe

Update for 12-5-06

Hi Friends,
We came to Palm Dessert on Monday and are staying with our dear friends the Presleys until Thursday. The weather here is gorgeous with lots of sunshine -- just what the doctor ordered. Those of you who know Joe well, know he has seasonal affective disorder so sun is very important to him. He had some nausea on Saturday and Sunday but it is gone. I try to get him to look at it as big chunks of cancer coming off and that he just needs to flush it out. It is hard for him not to think of it as the beginning of a downward spiral. Today we went walking in the mall and came across a Jamba Juice which has fresh carrot juice. I was thrilled! Joe was not so crazy about it, but we found pure carrot juice in the store and he is drinking that.
We also discovered that our friends, Marc and Joan Adler, who we met in Bonaire diving and who live in CO. are here in their motor home. We are meeting up with them tomorrow for lunch. It is 75 during the day here and gets cooler at night. The airlines ruined our luggage by cutting off the approved TSA lock and also cutting off the tabs of the zipper totally so we had to get that repaired yesterday. They didn't pay any attnetion to the approved locks so for those of you traveling, we suggest to skip the locks, at least with American. This is the second time this has happened with our new (cheap) luggage. It cost us more to have new pulls put on than it did for the luggage.
I for one am glad I am away from the hustle and bustle of Christmas and just spending time with good friends and family this next two weeks. I'm sure that Jake our dog staying with Cassie and Kirk, our kids, has added to their stress and we thank them so much for doing this for us. As I think I said, I have my thyroid surgery on the 19th, two days after we return home , so Christmas will be fairly quiet I think. We will not have our traditional Beef wellington that Joe usually makes but we will have something vegetarian. We have a church service on Christmas Eve night and Joe will sing O Holy Night accompanied by Karen and Cassie. Kevin will play the guitar. We will try and videotape it so we have it as a memory. On that night children are welcome in our clubhouse so the little ones will get to see it. That is about it for now. We continue to feel blessed and hope you are all continuing to pray. Since Joe is still doing so well, sometimes it is easy to forget that he has this diagnosis and we have had 4 great months. We just pray that God will let us continue our journey here to help people find their way back to God and this can be your prayer for us. God bless Mary Anne

Update for 11-29-06

Well, Joe has been busy going to the doctor with me the last two days. I need to have my thyoid removed due to Herthle cells in a nodule and there are multiple nodules. They say it is very fixable whether it is malignant or not so I will have the surgery the 19th of December, as soon as we return from Palm Desert. (We are going there for two weeks beginning the 4th of December.) Dr. Schubert, our internist, was happy to see Joe yesterday and see that he was doing well. He had a minor pain (it is always minor when it isn't yours), on the weekend near his sternum but it left on Monday. Sometimes he will be nauseated after a meal but it leaves in several hours. I am trying to get him to look at it as a bunch of tumor or toxins breaking off and getting out of his system. We have modified our diet to truly vegan but not truly raw. We're having more cooked foods but all organic and vegan. Found a great sloppy joe recipe that is all soy. You can't tell the difference. Panera Bread is a great place for us to eat with salads and vegetarian soups.
Joe's TV bulb burned out and will be fixed tomorrow, but I have graciously allowed him to watch mine in the bedroom the last two days. I, of course, don't tape the same shows he likes but any TV is better than no TV. Since I have given this nasty cold to our neighbors Ed and Jayne and Pastor Earl and his wife Pat are afraid of getting it, we haven't played hand and foot for weeks. We are having withdrawal. Hopefully we will get some cards in tonight.
It looks so nice coming down our street seeing all the Christmas lights. I love this time of year with the music and the hustle and bustle. Hope you all get your shopping done early and can enjoy the Christmas season. I opted out of most of the shopping and gave the kids checks to do a Christmas memory with their family or whatever they wanted. Since 7 of the 11 of our family that will be in for Christmas are now doing vegetarian ,we probably won't have our traditional beef tenderloin on Christmas Eve. We will have to talk about options. I have really rambled but wanted to keep in touch. Thank you for your prayers and we thank you for all being there for us. God Bless Mary Anne

Update for 11-26-06

Well, Thanksgiving is over and we can rest up a little and I think that we need it. It was a few days of on-the-go all the time. All the family was in and it was just super. Dinner was at Kevin and Tracy's and she did a great job. The meal was great and we have so much to thankful for.

On Saturday, the "ladies" had their annual mother/daughter lunch and while thay were doing that, all the "men" went and shot sporting clays. All the little boys got to shoot also (of course with dad's help). It was a fun activity and then we came back home and napped. Priceless!

Today the out of towners all headed home. A bit sad but so happy that we had that time to spend together.

Joe

Update for 11-21-06

Thanksgiving will be fast upon us and as Mary Anne said, all the children will be in town. There are 17 of us and it is so great when we all get together. The "boys" have decided that when the "girls" are having the mother/daughter lunch on Saturday, we are going to go to a sporting clays course and do a little shooting. A little different than trap or skeet as it will represent more hunting-type shots of all kinds

Tomorrow is going to be in the 60's and I will put up the Christmas lights....a chore I hate doing but love the results! It would seem that each year I test all the lights and then string them all around only to discover after they are all up that a number of them no longer work...*#&##**#@. They are traditionally turned on at the Coburn's on Thanksgiving evening (at least those that still work will be turned on).

I have so much to be thankful for. God has been so good to me and our family. He has cared for us through all the highs and the lows. I do not see this time as a low as I am feeling very close to God and as I have said before, I know all this is in His plan. Among the many things for which I am thankful are all of you who read this and pull for me and pray for me. Knowing that I have so many praying for me is such a great comfort and blessing. May each of you, regardless of your current situation, realize how blessed you are and thank God for all the blessings you have received. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!

Joe

Update for 11-20-06

I still have no voice, but I started on an antibiotic today so hopefully I will be able to talk when everyone comes in for Thanksgiving. Heard of a neat idea on WMBI midday connection of something to do with old pictures you never got around to putting in albums. Don't we all have those? They suggested making a photo montage and pasting them together. So that is our family project for Friday daytime. Our whole family will be in for Thanksgiving so there will be 17 of us at Kevin and Tracy's house on Thursday. Friday we will do the picture pasting during the day and Friday night we have a huge pizza party with our extended family at my niece Carrie's house. I can't guess how many will be there but probably over 60. Saturday we have our traditional Mother-daughter lunch with all the women and girls over 7. The boys are on their own and their plans are not set yet. Saturday night will find the 17 of us back at Kev's for the evening and then everyone heads home on Sunday. Michael , Heidi and kids will be driving from Ohio and Karen will be flying in from Az. We don't get everyone together that easy so this will be a special time with lots of laughs. Joe continues to do well. Today was a hard day saying goodbye to Rick Mlady and hoping we won't be in that situation for a long time. We know God still has a lot for us to do. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving everyone and thanks so much for the prayer support. We love you all and remember all you who are praying for us. Mary Anne

Update for 11-18-06

Since I have no voice due to a bad cold and can't talk to anyone I thought I would write in the blog and tell you all about Wellness House. We went for a self hypnosis class this morning for two hours. There were about 22 of us there and we went around the room and talked about why we were there and what kind of cancer and how long etc. We also talke about what we did when we were down. The facilitator was excellent. He has run a medically based hynosis program for 16 years at U of I Chicago. Then we put on earphones and he led us through. When we took off the earphones he told us we had been doing it for 25 minutes but it felt like 10. It was very relaxing. He leads these sessions for Wellness House once a month. He also gave us a CD to use at home. Several of the people came up afterwards to talk. I, of course, just stood there smiling. All I have is a whisper. It was very supporting to see almost all these people who are vegetarian or vegan since their diagnosis. They really see the value of getting rid of sugar, meat, salt and dairy. One of the guys said QiGong was a great class. Wellness House is closed over Thanksgiving, but Joe said he would give that class a try. It was a great group of people and I sure see the value of sharing your stories. There were 4 other caregivers there.
Yesterday Joe had is pulmonary function test and he didn't pass with flying colors but he did OK. The Dr. put him on an inhaler for 4 weeks and he will be retested then. The doctor said if he passed it with using the inhaler he would OK him to dive but he had to use the inhaler til we got back from Bonaire. That would be fine with him. We are having dinner with Ed and Jayne our neighbors who went to Utah with us and she is fixing something she learned to make in Italy where she went with her sister a few weeks ago. She was a great cook before. I can't wait to see what she'll prepare vegan. We stopped at Wild Oats grocery store after the trip to Wellness House this morning and found some new products that were vegan. We had homemade (well, fresh-made) vegan lentil soup for lunch. Joe has watched football all afternoon and I have been in the bedroom watching TV and sleeping. I'm not much company with my whispering and Joo being hearing-impaired somewhat. I am really the silent partner this weekend.
Our small group was studying the last part of the Our Father with the subject of "deliver us from evil" or the evil one. It was interesting to hear Max Lucado say that God controls what he allows the devil to do and he does it for three reasons: To refine us, to awaken the sleeping, and to strengthen the church. He said that each time the Satan tempts us and we turn to God instead, it is like scoring a basket at the wrong end of the court from your team. Satan loses. Joe feels like God is using this cancer to refine him and it definitely has brought him closer to God. Joe is trying to make each day count. We feel so much more connected to God and each other. We are closer than we have been. Times of trial always have something good in them. Our friend Rick Mlady passed away this week. He was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer about 10 days before Joe found out about his. Joe will be a pall bearer on Monday so please remember the Mlady family in your prayers as they grieve for a wonderful husband and father. God bless you all and keep on praying. It was wonderful to see the strength of the faith of the people at the meeting this morning. I don't think there was one who didn't mention prayer as a sustaining force in their lives. By the way, the Doctor is a Dr. of ministry with a practice of hynosis for the medically ill. Bye for now. Mary Anne

Update for 11-14-06

Tonight, Mary Anne and I went for a tour of the Wellness House in Hinsdale. They have lots of courses on stress management, support groups for folks with Cancer and for the care-givers. Nutrition classes, yoga and much, much more. Very impressive! All of this is without cost as the entire Wellness House is supported by grants. I am sure there are stresses in my body now and those stresses do inhibit the immune system so maybe the yoga can help in that area. Our children believe that I have been dealing with stress for so long that I don't even realize that I have it.......could be! We will probably try some of the classes. I think we signed up this Saturday for a class on self hypnosis. I let you know.

Joe

Update for 11-9-06

Things are pretty relaxed here right now. We are just kind of kicking back after the trips to Utah and North Carolina. Yesterday and today are beautiful here with temps in the high 60's low 70's. I played golf yesterday and except for my back which always bothers me a bit when I golf, it was all great! We will be heading for Palm Desert on December 4th and will return on December 17. All the children will be in town for Thanksgiving and that is always a wonderful time.

I have had a large number of responses to my decision not to have chemo and all have been supportive regarding that decision. We are still doing the vegetables, fruit, nuts, seeds and grains diet (Oops! life style change). It's OK but I still get a great yearning for "real" food. I feel fine on this regimine and as a side benefit have lost 30 lbs. I am not drinking a bottle a day of Mangosteen any longer. I think I did that for about four weeks. I do drink a glass each day now along with Barley Max and Carrot Max and some carrot juice.
Thanks again for all your support and prayers.

Joe

Update for 11-1-06

Mary Anne and I went to see the Oncologist, Mary Mulcahy, at Northwestern in downtown Chicago this morning. It's always so much fun to drive to the loop...almost 2 hours of stop and go on the expressway....hmmmm, a misnomer there. Regardless, we had an excellent visit with her and I explained that I was not going to take any chemo or other treatment at this time. She agreed and said that the decision was "well thought out, intelligent and courageous". It was very affirming to have her say that. She said that if some treatment would be able to give me a chance at a cure then she would be pushing for it but under the circumstances any treatment was only palliative and inasmuch as I was feeling well there was not much sense in doing it. I left with an even increased sense that I have made the right decision.
The next trip will be to Palm Desert for two weeks the first part of December. Our love and thanks to all out there who follow the blog and support and pray for me. I am so humbled, bouyed and thankful for your prayer and encouragement.

Joe

Update for 10-29-06

Sunday
We are having a wonderful time in North Carolina with our dear friends the Guenthers who moved here a year ago, the Carnevales who we traveled here with and Julie Eacott, a long time friend from our Marriage Encounter days. We have laughed a lot, watch old videos of us years ago and just caught up with each other. Friday we went to the Biltmore Estate. It was raining so we couldn't look at the gardens but the home was gigantic and unbelievable. Then yesterday we went to the home of Carl Sandberg. What a difference. He lived very simply and had gorgeous views of the countryside from his home up on the hill. Tha fall colors are wonderful and Joe borrewed Barb's camera to take some pictures. We have experienced some great vegetarian meals at all-vegetarian restaurants. I think I need to take some cooking lessons. My food doesn't taste nearly as good as what I have eaten this weekend. Joe continues to do well although I am pushing food and snacks on him so he doesn't lose too much more weight too fast. We head home tomrrow but will take two days and stop and see the sights as we go. Thanks for all your prayers and comments. We feel blessed with every good day we have. God bless. Mary Anne

Update for 10-24-06

It's another beautiful day! Sunny with a crispness in the air. These days, each day is a gift. It's amazing what something like Cancer can do for your attitude about the specialness of each day. I am still feeling very well except for the occasional "quesyness" ...(I'm not sure how you spell that). The Vegan diet is going well as I have lost thirty pounds (Yes, 30 lbs.) and managed to pare me down to just overweight from the previous morbidly obese.

As you regular readers know I have decided not to do any chemo. This type of Cancer is medically incurable (boy is that hard to read in the reports about yourself). I have not known anyone who has taken chemo and continued to feel well. I feel well now and so it seems irrational of me to take chemo which will make me feel badly but will extend my life. If I am feeling rotten, why would I want me life extended anyway?

As you know, we are praying for God to heal me but no matter what happens, it will all be in His plan. Words cannot express how humbled I am from all the cards, letters and especially the large numbers of those praying for me. Some time ago I received a prayer blanket and on it was a verse from Joshua 1, 5. "Be strong and couragous. Do not be terrified. Do not be discouraged for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go".
Thanks to all of you who read this for your care and support. I continue to feel wrapped in love and prayer!

Joe

Update for 10-17-06

Just arrived home from our trip. It was wonderful and Joe remained feeling well the whole time. We spent the last weekend in Las Vegas with our daughter Karen and had a wonderful time seeing the show "O" by Cirque de Soleil, and also the Hoover Dam. We will be home for a week and the off to see our friends the Guenthers who moved away a year ago to North Carolina. We are driving down with Carnevales and our dear friend Julie who used to be part of our sharing group from Marriage Encounter is going to meet us there from Boston. We will have lots of laughs talking about old times and just catching up. We will be gone from Oct. 26th to 31st. We have an appointment with Dr. Mulcahy when we return but are still firm in the decision not to take chemo. God Bless you all and please continue to pray. We are still looking for a miracle. Mary anne

Update for 10-12-06

We had a beautiful day yesterday at Canyonlands National Park. We took two short hikes to see the vast ranges of mesa and buttes and then stood at the Grand View and the four of us prayed together for the beauty and for healing of Joe’s cancer. It was magnificent. It is really easy to pray when you are looking at God’s creation. We came back to Moab and toured the shops a little, took a nap and went to dinner. Joe has been spending time fixing the pictures on his computer so they are the best. We have never seen country like this. We ate a picnic lunch at one of the overlooks and some beautiful Pinon Jays, which are a gorgeous blue, joined us.

We have so much to be thankful for:

• That Joe feels well enough to enjoy this trip that he has wanted to do for so long.
• That we have wonderful friends to be able to share this with,
• That we feel the grace of all the prayers each day.

We so value all the people who read this blog and care and believe that God can work with this cancer and bring good out of it.
Love to all of you and God Bless Mary Anne

Update for 10- 10 -06

Yesterday was a rainy day so we drove through Capital Reef but the scenic drive was closed as welll as all the trails. We came back to the motel and napped, had veggie subway for dinner and then played hand and foot. Score girls 1 Boys 1. The football game wasn't on in this town as well as no cell phone usuage. Glad we have the computer with us to keep in contact. It is amazing hoe different the formations are from one park to the other as well as just from one side of the road to the other. We actually drove through an area with 2 inces of snow on the road. They say this is like a 100 year rain. We hope to be able to get to Moab today but if it rained too much last night we will have to go the long way around because Hwy 24 was closed a few days ago because of the rain. We will spend 3 days in Moab and hope to have phone service. There we will see Canyonlands and the Arches. Joe has taken some wonderful pictures with Ed's camera and we hope to download them today so we can take more. Love to you all and please keep praying.
We are using the last Xango juice today but should have a shipment waiting for us in Moab. ( That is the mangostein juice but the particular brand we use is called Xango.) Bye for now. We will check in tomorrow. God Bless Mary Anne